Lately, I've been feeling anxious to meet this "Little Wee One." With hands splayed across my belly, my mind has been dreaming up this little girl with her daddy's long lashes, my chubby cheeks, and a personality that will literally rock our world. She is already so loved and cherished, it's overwhelming to know she is ours. It's exciting and a little scary to think she will be here in a few short weeks!
What's up with the bump?
Well, this little mermaid gave us a bit of a scare last week when she decided to stop her fishy moves for a couple days. I went in to the doc a couple times to get hooked up to some machines to listen to her heartbeat. All is well despite her giving me high blood pressure! Now I feel like she's making up for those few motionless days as the flipping and constant movement do not stop! Doc said today that I'm "all baby," "she's already positioned," and everything is going "really well."
What crazy thing did we recently learn?
Nothing really new. Nick and I were just talking after today's appointment how that little heartbeat makes us "happy" and is the most precious thing we have ever heard-it NEVER gets old. I think we take for granted the pounding in our ears, that fluttery pulse under our wrists, the beats that rhythmically tell us that we are alive.
Subject I'm not ready to think about?
Breastfeeding. There are so many blogs, websites, clubs, and classes for this particular subject. EVERYONE has an opinion on it and they are not afraid to tell you! Some women are excited about it and feel it is the "ultimate connection" to their children. Some women see it as a financial opportunity. Some don't have time for it. Some feel powerful. Some feel like failures. It's all a little too much for me at times and I find it to be a very personal choice. Next week, Nick and I will attend a class about feeding options to continue the discussion on what WE feel is best for US. Plus, I keep getting reminded that while I may have a plan, this little lady might have an entirely different one.
Big Daddy's Take:
There's a lot going on in my head right now. I'm just glad to have the room done!
Three things:
ReplyDelete1. Love that you are sharing this journey with folks. The world needs more light in it and y'all are shining brightly these days.
2. This is not the last time she will give you high blood pressure.
3. Just feed the baby by any means necessary. Whatever works and gets you the most sleep at night is fine.
Though Jodie says see the the lactation consultant in the hospital even if you don't think you need to.
Last thing, part of my job is Pastoral Care. If y'all need a nap and need me to come hold a baby, I willing to take one for the team.
God's Peace,
Jason+